pixystixy

A healthy dose of daily randomness

Highlights from my journal (Week 1) August 27, 2007

Filed under: Lists,Personal,Strange Observations,The "Feeler" theory — pixystixy @ 12:00 am

“Since I have yet been able to master the art of communication, and I do not feel comfortable discussing my feelings with other people I started this journal.  I had a nervous breakdown today and I believe this will be somewhat therapeutic for me.

… (edited for content)  🙂

My main problem is that I feel emotionally damaged.  I always give, and give and give and when things don’t work out, I feel like pieces of my soul are lost forever because of it.

Today was interesting because I got to see Superbad with Chris.  It was an awesome movie and it really made me want to change my name to McLovin.  I am convinced that only good can come from that.

I want to start setting goals for myself.  Here are some recent ideas:

1.)  Learn to speak Polish fluently

2.)  Lose 10-15 pounds, just to feel healthier and happier

3.)  Smile more

The last one is most important to me.  I want people to see me as a happy and positive individual and smiling always helps with gaining confidence and trust with new people.  Being fluent in Polish is also important to me.  I will sort of feel like I am letting my heritage go if I don’t even try and my family worked so hard to come to this country and provide a life for my parents and for me I really want to hang on to that.”

Yes, that was the Reader’s Digest version and I left out all of the juicy personal details but it is definitely a step in the right direction for me.  Maybe I will build up enough confidence to one day feel better about putting the way I feel out there for everyone to see but this is just one little baby step at a time.

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I started a journal August 25, 2007

Filed under: Humor,Personal,The MySpace Disease — pixystixy @ 2:54 pm

I thought maybe since I have been suffering from lack of sleep and my freakish need to constantly clean my room has become tiresome I would start writing in a journal.  Yes, I realize that my blog is supposed to be journal like, however, I don’t ever write about personal things so much on here because … well, duh, it is on the internet.

I might start posting highlights from my diary (no, that sounds too wimpy)  journal on here.  Who knows what great psychotic rants I will get into now that I am totally a walking zombie.

On a side note, Facebook is totally the bigger waste of time than even MySpace.  I have friends on Facebook that I have seen or spoken to since like elementary school.  It is insane!  MySpace is still a social disease however I am begining to think that Facebook is so much worse.  I can only waste a half an hour at a time on MySpace but Facebook I can waste hours on end with.  I mean … WTF?

 

Harold and Kumar Go to Amsterdam

Filed under: Humor,Movies,Uncategorized — pixystixy @ 2:45 pm

This is the movie to end all movies.  Can’t wait til ’08!

 

So I bought a new alarm clock… August 15, 2007

Filed under: Humor — pixystixy @ 7:19 am

So I bought a new alarm clock, after badly breaking my old one.  I had no idea how much I had mangled that thing until I looked at my new one and compared it to the remainder of my old alarm clock.  It was strange getting something so fancy just to wake me up but it did work.  In fact, I didn’t even have to set the time since it automatically knows by some crazy clock magic.  Now I should be getting ready for work now instead of typing this.  Too bad they haven’t invented off-task alarms yet.

 

Communication Today August 8, 2007

Filed under: Newest Entries — pixystixy @ 11:09 pm

The best thing about the world today is the fact that we have so many ways to keep in touch.  I am finding friends from years ago and have been keeping in touch through email and stuff.  It is exciting to know that everyone you once knew is out there still and you can kind of look in on them and say hi once in awhile.  Today’s world is so very exciting and fun.

 

Freaking Bored! August 4, 2007

Filed under: Personal,Tucson — pixystixy @ 2:29 pm

OK, here’s my problem. I am bored out of my mind and I have nothing to do today. I already spent a ton of money this week that I had originally planned on saving. It was all a part of my plan to buy new and exciting things before I move, which will be soon because I am going crazy. As much as I didn’t like living on the east side of town, I loved my apartment there because I at least had a little yard. I am desperately looking for a place like that on the north side of Tucson because not only was it quite since only old people lived there for the most part, but it was affordable and not huge. I would much rather live in a small apartment complex then a huge one and that’s all I have really been finding.

I was tossing around the idea of buying a condo, but I am not certain I could afford anything without a roommate since I have a new car to pay for but who knows. Maybe next year or so housing costs will level out a little more. I need to move to Texas where houses are cheap. 😦

Anyway… enough rambling. I am going to find something productive to do now.

 

Celebrity Look-alikes? Haha! August 1, 2007

Filed under: Humor,Personal,Strange Observations — pixystixy @ 11:36 pm

Why do they think I am Indian or Asian? LOL. I tried it with 4 different pictures and I keep coming up the same … very strange! =)

Here is attempt 4 (even with my worst washed out photo I still am asian!)

I guess my Polish powers are wearing off? … caluski 😉

More attempts …

Apparently I look like Angelina Jolie in this one! (That’s hot)